I’ve been getting very mixed messages about my role on this planet. I have not fully understood what I’m doing or why I’m here. I have been struggling.
So I’ve been pulling cards and getting closer to facing my fears. Today I feel I have taken a giant step forward in conquering those fears.
As my cards told me, seek clarification, I began to meditate, raise my psychic antenna and soon became aware of a presence in the room. It wasn’t scary it was just there and he came over to me. I felt safer than I normally would in this situation as it was Jesus.
As a child, I was educated in a Catholic school so I have only ever seen Jesus as a kind person, while also recently becoming aware of his relationship with the Essenes and his overall spiritual presence. I identify with his message more and more each day and cry over the Catholic churches representation of the religion he proposed.
Anyway, he came to me and said, let’s go for a walk and we did. He took me down the hall into a different room in my house we then got into a little tube thing and I began to get anxious because I immediately had thoughts of bad things. However, he calmed me down and reminded me my soul is mine and mine alone he cannot do anything to tamper with it as I am in full control. We had a nice conversation and ended up in a green space with a river and homes. I followed him into a small area with adobe built homes it seems abandoned, to which he responded you are not letting yourself see.
I found myself surrounded by creatures that to anyone looking from earth would call demonic but they did not seem demonic they seemed neutral almost pleasant. Because I was with Jesus I felt safe and he told me he would stay with me to protect me through every encounter with spirits I have. I believe him.
I think today was eye-opening. I think I am one of the few who have been able to break through this life and realize it is bigger than we have realized. I am excited to trust myself enough to recognize those around me that need my help. More than a few times I have longed to pull over when I see someone grieving. However, the unknown has stopped me. Now I realize spirit is meant to awaken within me. Spirit is pushing me to interact with these spirits. It is okay to be connected.
I am worth it. I am knowledgeable. I have been fine-tuned as a soul to connect to and be with the spirit world. Last night I dreamed of a polar bear, which represents guidance to the spirit world. It is all coming together. Intuitive hits, soul families, we are one.